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20:13 – Mr Psych today
I went to see Mr Psychiatrist today. The short version is that he is thinking I have schizophrenia as opposed to bipolar. First he wants to eliminate any possible physical problems with both a scan of...
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11:08 – Shattered
I think I fell asleep for half an hour til 5am. From them onwards I tossed and turned before finally giving up and getting up at 7am. I am completely exhausted, mentally and physically. I phoned at...
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23:20 – I am shit
On Sunday my Mum text me to say she had got all these lovely foods in for a nice Sunday dinner. Then she text again telling me what time it would be ready. Then she text again to ask if I had left my...
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15:05 – Currently undiagnosable
I went to see the psychiatrist yesterday and we had a good long conversation about everything that’s been going on for me lately. Mostly this consisted of me telling him about Lucifer, the debate...
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13:33 – Yet another trip to a&e
Yesterday was a bit crazy. After I finished writing my post and having watched that video I mentioned my head went off on one. I kept asking Lucifer to help me, everything was making me feel crazy, I...
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00:12 – Impossible
Why it’s called impossible – I can’t stop listening to the UK X Factor winner James Arthur’s song. Didn’t watch X Factor, Impossible isn’t his song, but something about it makes sense. I guess life...
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18:50 – My Crazy Bipolar Life is 3 today!
Today the 13th of December 2012 marks my little blog’s 3rd anniversary. I can’t quite believe that what started off as me just needing somewhere to write down my thoughts one lonely day back in...
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13:03 – New Year’s Day & All Alone Again
So here we are, a new year has started and I wish so much that my very first ramblings in 2013 could start off sounding – positive/happy/stable – any of them would do. But the reality is that I went to...
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22:02 – Busy day, absolutely shattered
I started writing this post this morning but had to go and meet my Mum for lunch before I got the chance to finish it so there’s a few [updates] added in! Firstly a Charlie dog update: his condition is...
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00:02 – Truth be known, I’m struggling… a lot
[Warning - there is a graphic description of sexual violence in this post] Since my last post in the early hours of Friday morning I have been quite busy but also, if I’m honest, struggling. On Friday...
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